She has Multiple sclerosis and because of that she always stayed at home.
Nat and i always play Ragnarok together. We started Ragnarok back when it first started before she was sick.
To Nat Ragnarok is something that keeps her spirit up. She can be herself and enjoy the adventure while making friends.
Nat is a nice girl , she have this habbit of helping novices whenever she sees them. Back then there was no training ground for the new novice.
She always have this ideas to make up her own quest with me and her friends. We always go around with her to hunt monsters and collect items.
As time pass i had to leave Ragnarok because of my studies.
Whenever i am on break i will visit Nat. She would tell me all about the adventures that she had in Ragnarok. Although it has been so many years , she seems to be still playing it. I always tease her for playing too much of Ragnarok.
But i know somehow that it is one of the things that keep her happy.
Not long after that , Nat was diagnosed with Dimentia.
Her health deteriorate and she eventually stopped playing.
A year later she passed away.
I completely forgotten about Ragnarok.
As i was cleaning my stuff in my computer. I come across this old notes that she passed to me long ago. It was back when i was doing my studies. It was about her daily life and half portion of it was about her adventure in ragnarok. I come to realize that i missed something at the end of the note. It was a little smiley with a smaller font saying "I miss you and I wish you would still go on an adventure with me" It was pretty much in all of the notes that she wrote to me , just that i didn't realize it back then.
I cried when i read that.
So i decided to come back on Ragnarok.I couldn't find the Ragnarok Server that we used to play . Perhaps the server is no longer there and my hopes on crush with all the hopes of getting back.
I thought it was so long ago that Ragnarok would have ceased to exist.
Soon a friend realize that i was looking for the game. He introduced me to Ragnarok Valkaryie . It wasn't the same server , but atleast it still have the same feeling to it.
Alot have changed and Nat is no longer with me. I thought i would share this with you. Never take things for granted .Cherish all the moment that you have with your loved ones.
Edited by warplette, 30 August 2012 - 09:15 PM.
